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i dont know why, but these stanzas of the song "journey" describes my feelings very aptly. i think too much modern lit and 《茶馆〉have made me excessively emotional. a very big thank you to PPY and ZX who stood by my side quietly. and not forgetting mum who has been so encouraging! its not that i dont wanna share my troubles, its just that i really dont know how to express my thoughts verbally.

"It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe

Many days I've spent Drifting
on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you To you "

quote and unquote.tear that facade off.

i'm still in a dilemma whether to quite H3.
no, i'm actually very sure that i wanna quit and its jus a matter of time.
but the teacher has advised us to think through it again before telling her our final decision after block test. haii. 垂死挣扎。

yup. on a higher note, i wanna thank God for placing many beautiful people in my life who are there to make me SMILE.

why didnt i treasure them more when they were here with me last year?
why did I realise the importance of them only till now?

I MISS THEM.
phyllis, RJ and diana.
i'm regreting.
the weather was rather gloomy
and the atmosphere: melancholic.
i dont know why, but i used to like this cool weather a lot.
not now, i'm wondering why.

people around me seem to be quite emotional these days.
was it due to stress? or do they miss them as much as i do?

I was standing at the usual bus stop all alone today.
memories jus kept haunting me.
theres no more phyllis tay there, standing and waiting for bus 156 with me.
theres no more RJ, smiling,smirking and grinning when her 136 arrived.
theres no more phyllis tay squeezing up onto the over-populated bus with me.
no more. no more.
no more laughters, no more smiles.
it was jus me, me and me alone.

the exact situation today reminded me of aunite tay.

one fine thrusday, last year,
phyllis tay and i were trying our best to pack ourselves onto tiny 156.
and that was after our ridiculous afternoon pe session,
which we both dreaded.

one fine thrusday ,this year,
I was squeezing up the bus myself.
though it was crowded as usual,
i felt lonely,empty, insignificant.

though times are bad, i'm still thankful/grateful to
SL,SY,YY and HH for your encouragment and support!

ARGH! i screwd up my maths test!

BLESSED CHRISTMAS


I must say that i had a wonderful christmas this year. =))

met up with the 4a2 clique at celene's house and we had loads of good food + great talk! i miss them all, i miss PL and i love my fellow PL-lites!

We're holding otahs instead of oranges. can you see the difference?

heres ah lean(my lab partner who has hidden talent in singing), shar (the karate girl), serene(the buddy who has been with me since long ago), celene(the crazy fan of baebae),jas(osama sis aka muscle girl),yunqian(retro maths girl) and me!

we decided to play blind mice at celene's basement cos we were tired of singing! lean and I were singing wu ding cos we decided to sing a song sung by a singer with the surname WU! ( we are proud of our surname GOH!) then the rest acted as our ardent fan, screaming, waving and taking pictures! oh- we mus acknowledge our AVA crew,yunqian and celene!

we didnt get the chance to "fight" cos celene's brother brought the xbox to camp. sounds bizzare to us, cos her brother is in NS.and whats even shocking was that her brother has hair on his head! we thought that they were supposed to be bald.hmm.

Watched a movie with serene,yq and mel yesterday. it was a good show with a light hearted tone. it was so funny when we heard the person saying "some are born great, some achieve greatness, some have greatness thrust upon them". I think its something similar to the above.HAHA! it reminded us of our seconday lit text, twelfth night! and MALVOLIO was the one who said that! dramatic irony! i can imagine malvolio with his yellow stockings dancing about saying the above lines!

YUP. so we saw some of our 2b2 classamtes =))like jas seah, jojo(my seating partner),joanna,POW,shijie,kat,tiff adeline KONG,belize and all! I guess we'll be meeting up soon- yes, chinese new year! so thats all. taiwan earthquake..booom.

HELLO WORLD.
i'm back from the ocip trip! i miss chiangrai! i miss tha akha kids!
to sum it all up, i miss every single little thing in thailand!
i shall blog about this enriching trip another time cos i'm at wenna banana's house doing my chinese project work. sounds ridiculous right? we just had our PW and now its the chinese PW.how innovative! (its important to note that i'm being sarcastic) and one more thing, my computer went insane, in another words, it broke down and i have to seek refuge at banana's house! sounds rather pathetic!


TADA! so heres pris,me and shangyi with the kids on our very last night at the village. the little boy is, my dearest son, cos he calls me mama! and shangyi, the girl with the blue thing is his wife!

I MISS LUBAE! hes a sensible boy. thought not extremely good looking,but his character makes him shine! "dont judge a person but his appearance", and that cannot be more true!









so heres lubae,lubae's grandma,ayo (our neighbour) and me! before i went on to the trip, i was thinking" what can i offer to the kids there?"
it turned out that they had more to offer for me! lubae taught me many things like the spirit of sharing and caring! well, you may be thinking, how can he teach me with the presence of our language barrier? he taught me those stuff through his actions! i shall elaborate on them some other time.








we're on the way home from school! i like this picture becos it has a beautiful background! it would have been better if shang and all were in the picture!the boy acting cool is lubae's best freind! chraming guy!-YAHE! so thats all. banana is rushing me!goodbye!

I'm waiting for the OCIP meeting to start. we just had an extremely interesting economics lecture! well, i'm on leave today! I've been going to mediacorp for the work attachmrnt programme the past few days and the people there are rather friendly. My first mentor was huang shunagxi! shes a pretty sweet lady who excels in both the chinese and english language! i salute her =)) then i met a humourous camera man tan ah ba! the both of them made me feel so shallow cos they've got loads and loads of general knowledge! I should really buck up and I aspire to be as well learned as her!

AND YES! i met li peng! my ex-dance class friend! she is still as friendly as ever and i miss her loads! i remember her giving us christmas presents! (though it was more than 5 years ago). I look forward to meeting her on monday again!

aye, i cant seem to think of anythign to update now. the LEP room is flooded with 07 peeps and i shall go chit chat! bye!